Fall down seven, get up eight

I'm so tired of getting news that is a roller coaster of emotions. The kids mom is a joke. She really is. She's a pill head, a meth head, and the system is so screwed up that they can't do anything about it. I have had to call CPS on their mom once, and becasue I'm just the girlfriend there wasn't anything they could do....I'm a concerned citizen for the welfare of these two children. The response I got when I called back in January was, "the father has just as much of a right to take the kids to the proper medical associates as does the mother..." NOT WHEN THE BITCH DOESN"T GIVE YOU THEIR MEDICAL CARDS!!!!
Every time she calls my throat ends up in my stomach or vice versa. I want to vomit when she calls. She feeds these kids so many lies and gets their hopes up. It is so difficult to swallow listening to the shit that she feeds these kids. One day it is that she is getting a new house and the kids will get their own bedroom. The next is that she is going to get a job in a salon and will be able to make a lot of money. They are going to King's Island, their mom isn't with Gerry anymore, she's going to clean her act up, now she's promising that she's coming to town and going to get a hotel room so she can visit the kids......she's going to do this, going to do that......
Let's face the facts.......she's living in her strung out fantasy land. She is back with Gerry (who is also a meth head....I've called the sherriff's office on him and they haven't done a lick of shit with that), her parents are living with the two of them and the baby that she had with another guy in this 3 bedroom trailer, she still hasn't found a job let alone look into go to school for the proper licensing to begin working in a salon. Last I checked to be certified you had to have proper licensing and certified to have scissors in your hand cutting someone's hair...just my 2 cents. Lie after lie. She is feeding these kids nothing but bullshit.
I wish she would wake up and realize how much better she would be if she didnt have the kids in her care. Hell Dustin did what he was legally told to do and got health insurance on them and she comes back and says, "I can't afford that" Tough shit lady, you get child support. That's what that is for! You dont pay rent, you just suck Gerry's dick hard enough to keep you under his roof so you aren't on the street.