Friday, September 13, 2013

High Five For Friday!

This week has been long. But I have pushed through and I'm out on top this week.

Take that crappy days!

Even though the early part of this week started out pretty crappy, I made the best of it and I'm still smiling today. The kids are adjusting more smoothly this week and Tracey was accepted into another art program at school. I'm super proud mom for her being recognized in her artwork. Dustin and I are getting more involved with Meagan so that she's not so bored after school, this is helping with her energy that's built up. And the kids got to talk to their mom after not hearing from her in over a month.

With all of that being said here is MY High Five for Friday:
1.
My Birchbox came in on Wednesday and I got a new nail polish in it. It's not my normal pink, coral, red combination that I generally gravitate towards. But I'm kind of digging the purple. It's unexpected and it adds a different kind of pop in color.













2.
 The other day after I had a vent session with my mom she gave me a stack of coupons. I LOVE get really super excited use coupons with every grocery trip. If I don't have a coupon, I will buy generic or find something else that is on sale. Well anyways, I very rarely go out to eat for breakfast. It's just one of those things that I generally pass up to save a couple of dollars here and there. Anyways, my mom had tucked in a couple of additional coupons for a free Wendy's breakfast combo meal. I tried it out yesterday and was not let down. It was a great start to the day!








3.
 I'm addicted to the sample boxes. I hate going to the store and buying make up. It's one of those things that I never got super excited about. With Ipsy, Birchbox, and Beauty Box 5 they have been doing the dirty work for me. I got my Ipsy box yesterday in the mail and I couldn't wait to try out three of the items in the box. What you see is a white/cream eyeshadow, a nice smooth eye liner, and new mascara. I'm digging all three and I think that it makes my eyes pop a little more. I also used the eye smoothing and soothing cream that came in my Beauty Box 5. Not 100% sold on it yet, I think I'll be able to give a more accurate description next week.






4.
 I have been feeling cramped at work lately. I'm in an extremely small office with a co-worker. While we work in an office that is surrounded by windows, we have to keep the blinds shut. Prime example as to why. The other day we were having a conversation and she looks over and says "D look behind you." Of course I'm going to look behind me and sure enough a sight that CANNOT be unseen. Right there in plain sight was an older gentleman taking a poop. YES POOP!!!!! Right outside my window. I was mortified. I banged on the window and that startled him even more. I seriously think I may have scared the poop out of him even more. He scurried and tried to pull up his pants, which were covered in fecal matter. Not really sure if that was there before or after he was seen. The joys of working at a community college in the heart of downtown. Needless to say, the rearrangement of the office now provides me a better view AND it has opened up the office some more so it doesn't look as small.

5.
                                                                                                    This booklet right here has been a huge stressor in my life this week. As part of our teaching curriculum we had to incorporate a section of financial literacy into our coursework. HOLY CRAP this was the worst section of my life! Not only am I not comfortable about teaching captial, savings, credit cards (I'm paying off debts from my own stupidity from when I graduated college) but there is NO interesting way to make this information fun to learn this stuff. I made powerpoints and incorporated activities and tried to keep the classes engaged, but it was hard. Yesterday we wrapped up our lectures on this material and I can finally breathe again. THANK YOU JEEBUS!!!!





Overall it's been a fairly slow week, just feels like it's taken forever to get to Friday. But today is here and we are going to have absolutely AMAZING weather this weekend. Have a fabulous time ya'll.                                                                                      

Thursday, September 12, 2013

My decision






Since I was 12 I have always told people that I didn't want to have kids of my own.  I did not find pushing a thing out of my vagina appealing. It's not that I didn't want to be a mom I just wasn't fascinated by the "miracle" of giving birth to a human. The whole thing freaked me out and to this day makes my stomach turn.

I have enough issues stuff going on with the lady bits that as long as I have been having aunt flo, I've exclaimed to the high heavens how much I wanted to get rid of the "stuff" and by "stuff" I mean the innards.....also known as the uterus. 

Being that I am a healthy woman with a perfectly good uterus....I'm not able to donate those bits and pieces to a lady who would be able to use it. I have several friends who I would give it to in a heartbeat so that they would be able to have a child of their own without alternative means. I sometimes feel selfish because they have been going through so much just to have a child they can call their own. I feel like an asshole when I talk about "my" kids and all these women out there are wanting is to be able to have their own chance at motherhood. 

I feel like a jerk for posting pictures of my family when there are many women out there who have yet to experience that emotion of being a mom. Over the past couple of years more and more of my friends are falling to the horrible emotions of miscarrying or infertility.

Trust me friends if it were possible I would give you my holding cell for a baby so that you could use it more so than I have a need for. Seriously it is just hanging out with spiderwebs. Whenever I see someone post another post that they lost a baby I feel like the biggest piece of dirt after I post something that my kids have done.

I never wanted to be a mom because I never thought I would be strong enough to ever love another human being. Over the past three years, going through the struggles that I have trying to get custody of the kids has shown me what loving a child unconditionally is like.



Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Rawr

This totally indicated my mood this afternoon. I love visiting mum at work for a small vent session. This was fitting as I was fishing for a tootsie roll pop 

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Homework for the masses


Anybody have thoughts they can share?

I'm in the market for a reasonably priced laptop.

Here's what I am looking for:

Small and portable
Blogging
Reading material on Blackboard
YouTube Videos
Typing notes for classes

Basically with being an adjunct instructor I need something that I can take with me between home and the classroom to work on my lesson plans, grading, writing emails to my students, but I also need something that I can rely on to work on the classes that I am taking. I need something that won't take 20 minutes to switch from page to page.

I've been looking at the chromebook that is out right now. I like the pricetag of this acer at $199

But.....
I love the sleek look of this chromebook by Samsung. It's not TOO much more ($249) than the Acer, but it's lighter and would be perfect for portability.



Of course i would love to be able to have the MacBook Air
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I just can't fathom spending $1000 right now. Not like my budget would ever allow me to ever do it. It's just one of those bucket list items that I like to drool over.

Can anyone give any input on the chromebooks?

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Family bonding

We went to one of the parks up here to expel some of the kids energy. It was nice to go on a trail and walk around a lake and then play on a playground for awhile. 

Saturday, September 7, 2013

My new going out

Y'all are missing out on an intense game of hopscotch jussayin